Truth in sincerity is the IN thing now, because it is my new blog title. I got pretty sick of my old blog so I decided to change a new one. I will change new blog every year so I can keep track of all my yearly affairs. I can get rid of all the negativity and start afresh. How cool is that, damn cool right!
YC BBQ went pretty fine, beside from Alexandre Paul Yeoh complaining about everything beside from his own lousy barbequing skills, it was damn hilarious, I shan’t tease him anymore since he nearly broke his thumb, the whole metal grill dropped on his fingers, the grill was damn freaking heavy, I hope he is alright.
It was great seeing so many new faces, I only got to know 2 girls, not exactly know, but know their name, because I was too busy with all the cooking (& eating of course) it was a great catching up with some friends, like Nicole Lee, the girl that bullies me when I was Primary 4 and she was K2. I was disappointed with some of the member’s behavior, some of them even disgust me, and I seriously feel for their “victim”. I think they are way too immature. Maybe I am expecting too much, but I couldn’t stand making yourself happy by making other people miserable, I hope it won’t happen again.
I am still wondering whether to accept the role I was offered in YC. I am not trying to play hard to get. I am worried that I might make the wrong decision. I am not a very loving person so I don’t think I am very suitable for church work. I don’t know how people like APY can go around talking about loving and forgiving, I just can’t do it. I am pretty hot-tempered and I definitely cannot go around loving and forgiving, everyone should be responsible for their action regardless of age, so I don’t care how old people are when they do something wrong, wrong is wrong, age should not be a factor.
I was talking to Lionel & Jared and we all agrees that, YC is somewhat like RCCL; a brunch of young leaders handling a lot of kids, what will happen when they start managing events, can they handle it? Maybe, I am stereotyping too much, but the images of them playing catching in church and doing utterly stupid things and finding excuses for their wrongdoing just put me off. I think I should just let time decide.
Results are coming in on the 18th as much as I want to know how much my hard work and sleepless night are worth, I can’t imagine how devastated I will be if it didn’t turn out well, I am not aiming for an A, I just hope that I get the results I deserve, heaven knows how hard I tried. Furthermore Christmas is coming I don’t want to have a grumpy Christmas.
I shall continue tomorrow! I wanna watch my GONG XIN JI!
